Saturday, March 20, 2010
haha i can't sleep so i'm here hehe it's better than tossing and turning around in bed at 5 am in the morning. ):
oh manz i dunno what to say also lol. all i can say is that, just cos i don't say anything doesn't mean i don't know about it, so don't think i will believe every single piece of bullshit and every single cock-and-bull story that you tell me, cos actually i don't. and like, don't say i didn't give you any chances either, cos i did give you so many chances to come clean but you didn't take it, so why are you asking for another chance now?! also shows what kinda person you are omg, you need the truth to be forced out of you before you'll admit right, rather than just admit it honestly out of your own free will. goodness ):
i bet you think it's very funny don't you, you must be thinking, omg this girl is so stupid she actually believes what i said, even though it's so unbelievable in the first place -.- which actually i didn't believe you lorh, but haha you keep saying i don't trust you and stuff, so i let you think i believed you la! stupid. don't you think you can fool me man seriously. small things also want to scam, i can't imagine the big la. and you still wonder why i don't trust you, don't you?! i'm so disgusted by you omg, especially now when i think back on the times when you ask me in that pathetic tone whether i believe you or not -.- guess i'm really better off without you after all. ): the scariest thing is to be deceived by someone your whole life, and i guess i almost ended up with that ending. ): but guess what, i'm not giving you a chance to hurt me anymore. too bad. you've had your chance but you lost it, so no more ):
to quote a good friend of mine, "Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out, and a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told. Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed again, just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back."
indeed. haha
